Hello Peepeeties!
Today I wanted to tell you why I left DA, since a lot of you´ve been asking in private/note.
I didnt left DA, I stopped drawing. In late 2012 my niece passed away in a car accident, leading towards depression and general dissorder not only in me, but in the whole family.
I used to draw for her from time to time, and her passing was really hard on me, as on my family. I´ve had depression, sadness, anxiety, loss of hope, among many other things and feelings I could not handle.
I know I used to draw mostly humoristic stuff, well, that humor died away. I could not draw a line, for my hand shacked, my mind was elsewhere, and I was not able to focus on an idea that would bring me to feel inspired. My heart was broken.
It´s been a lot of years, I know. It´s been a long road to recovery and healing. I´m doing fine now, I´ve found love, happyness and a certain consolation through time. It does still hurt, though. I think it will always do.
That´s why I´ve been away. I didnt feel like doing anything at all. At the time, it was not so good for me to talk openly about this, but now it´s ok.
Hopefully I can start over on DA with my drawings and stuff. I feel ready!
So, go hug your loved ones and enjoy life and nice things :3 Be nice to each other!
Lots of Love
Mer